Stephan – Letter To Myself

Stephan – Letter To Myself Lyrics

Artist: Stephan
Song: Letter To Myself

I didn’t come from the bottom, but i was struggling
Everytime i bet on myself, i’m always doubling
As a kid, looked people in the eye and i was stuttering
Nowadays, i look ’em in the eyes and they be stuttering

When i would come back from school, was in my room suffering
Mad at myself while the demons were steady snuggling
Inside of my soul, but sh#t, i didn’t really care of it
Until i grew up and realised that it was troubling

It was troubling, man i couldn’t live like this
I realised that they wasn’t the problem, it was me, i guess
A joke was not something that i was familiar with
Took too many punches to the heart, but i deserved that sh#t

One day i woke up and said ”f#ck it, let me change something ’cause i’m sick and tired of the things that i been dealing with”
Didn’t know what i was starting to become and i was scared, but sh#t, ever since i took a risk, man i just stuck with it (i just stuck with it, yeah)
It was me against myself, but now it’s me against the world, baby
Took my time and i got on my grind

Now i’m shining like a diamond in the rough, that’s what i may be
If i would drown, will you pull me out and save me?
Or will you fold spit in my face and go betray me?
Hate it or love it, imma play the game and claim it

Forsake me, embrace me, sh#t dont faze me
Every night i close my eyes and talk to god
Tell him just what i want, hoping one day that he responds
Almost gave my love to all of those around me

But i thankfully didn’t do it, that’s a bullet that i dodged
I couldn’t picture a day where i would be so f#cking satisfied
’cause i would smile in the mirror, but i was really dead inside
I learned the hard way no matter what you do, you’re critisized

Life is harsh and it goes for everyone, you’ll be alright
Reached the end of the tunnel and now i see some light in site
Looking back to the nights where i made my momma f#cking cry
I made a promise to make her happier, she my ride or die

I made it so far, i’m thankful for this life ’cause i
I didn’t come from the bottom, but i was struggling
Everytime i bet on myself, i’m always doubling
As a kid, looked people in the eye and i was stuttering

Nowadays, i look ’em in the eyes and they be stuttering
When i would come back from school, was in my room suffering
Mad at myself while the demons were steady snuggling
Inside of my soul, but sh#t, i didn’t really care of it

Until i grew up and realised that it was troubling
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Release Year: 2010

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