St. Nam – Doubts

St. Nam – Doubts Lyrics

Artist: St. Nam
Song: Doubts

Open up
Something i don’t do a lot
Give me some trust
Nah you’ll prolly leave

When i stir up the pot
Another mental bust
Is the only way
That this

Rhyme scheme flopped
I know i don’t make much sense
And trust me i carry this pain
At times they want me dead

And other times
I go for their necks
No i don’t need the meds (lies)
No I’m not depressed (lies)

Well
Thats hard to press
I’m dealing with stress
I write music

So beautiful
But yet its a mеss
I could say that
I’m depressed

But i havе been dealing lately
At times i think i’m crazy
Oh who am i kidding
Id probably grab the gun

Shoot at my reflection
Shatter my perception
Sound familiar huh
Guess that i’m inspired

I’ll probably retire
When i get called a liar
Now I sit in my room
And hope that

I dont have another mental drop
By the time this record drops
I’ll waste my own potential
I don’t like the pressure

Let me breathe
And take a seat
While I make
Lp3

Speak of the matter
Why do I
I carry this sadness
Like a loaded gun

That’s full of
My baggage
I take these shots
But Don’t know how to manage

My Mental drops
These mental thoughts
I Record Another rec ard
But I feel like I’m lost

Why do I dread these thoughts
Maybe I feel like
I don’t play the part
Maybe I should stop

No that’s my doubts
That’s Getting to loud
Go and turn up the sound
Oh you like me now?

That’s Crazy to me
You weren’t around
Negative thoughts
I’m not playing around

I’m burying my thoughts
Deep In the ground
Right next to
Hope and joy

You Doubting me now?
I’m getting sicker
With every sound
I had an epiphany

But you’re doubting me now?
My doubts are in the clouds
You hear me now?
Open up

Don’t talk alot now
Feeling alone, how?
Talking to God, wow
Playing my true sound

Lost but now i’m found
Journey took a while
Had to face these trials
Wow

I was better off dead
That’s easier than said
I got a loaded gun
Pointed at my head

Wouldn’t understand
That my trauma is
Hard to comprehend
And the voices get louder

Once i pick up the pen
You rip at my style
But I Feel like it fits
You take your shots

But you don’t even hit
Basically
What I’m saying
Is I like the way

That I spit
Take a break
Then I’ll rip
These lines

I wanna quit
My rhymes aren’t even sick
Wasting my time
Maybe it’ll click

Thinking time
Will fix
My mental blocks
Writing jots

Emotions lost
Cure to something
That I don’t got
Inject my arms

Demons calmed
Wait what was I saying?
Open Up
I’ll shut them out now

Doors are locked how
This mansion is too Loud
Threw my thoughts out
They’re in the clouds now

Get the news out
I’m lost and now i’m found
Look
I Question This?

I manifested Bliss
I pray to God
And turn
The book of leviticus

Judge my character
Wrote my narrative
Would Sit in a room
With someone

I don’t even know
Writing my thoughts
Like it’s her own
50 a session

Tell me its a joke
My rapping is critical
These voices are pitiful
My bars are my limits oh

Thoughts are my vision no
Mirror my image so
Trash when i lift a note
Lost but i’m in it tho

Huh
I question tho
Box my emotional
Trauma

I feel alone
But I already know
Doubts are incredible
Loud and miserable

Carry my message
So
These demons
Are weakened

Chain my freedom
Demons
These chains are weakend
The devil is speakin

Manny where’s your freedom
It’s Lost I Need It
And I doubt my secrets
Question my faith

But Lord I need it!
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St. Nam Lyrics – Doubts

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Release Year: 2021