Lucidious – When i was a kid

Lucidious – When i was a kid Lyrics

Artist: Lucidious
Song: When i was a kid

{verse 1}: joel woods
When i was a kid
Never thought that i would grow up
Never thought that god would show up

Never thought that i was enough
When i was a kid
Always thought that dad was a genius
Always thought that bro was the meanest

Always thought that mom was the sweetest, yeah
Some days it looks bad
Some days it looks bright
Some days i can’t fight

Some days it’s just life
I really wish that i could go back
No regrets i’m really just sad
Never said i love you like that

Never really hugged you like that
Always just sat in the back playing nickelback ipod blasting photograph
It was like a minivan soundtrack on the way to outback
After sunday service

Learned about daniel and the furnace
We made songs from the verses
I don’t have to tell you, but i know what growing up in church is
Do what you’re told and the devil won’t get you

I wish it was really that simple
I’m not even trying to be sinful
I’m just trying to show love
But sometimes i mess up

Like when i was a kid in connecticut
(when i was a kid)
(when i was a kid)
(when i was a kid, when i was a kid, when i was a kid)

When i was a kid
I was trying to make space and escape from the place i lived
And when i was a kid
I would act out just to feel something embracing risk

And when i was a kid
If anybody talked sh#t, first thought was to raise a fist
Just blame anything when the anger hit
And take it out on myself when i aimed and missed

So i talked it out and the doctor prescribed
He said take this, it’s an ssri
We’ll check in a month if you’re feeling alright
Then asked if i’m focused, i said “well, not quite”

Then added a dose in for adhd
Wasn’t really sure if i could take these safely
Every time i missed a pill it would make me shaky
Wasn’t really liking the way it changed me

I would rather feel low than numb
Once i got off all of that i really opened up
Emotions suck, but only when you close ’em shut
They’re beautiful and really where the stories come

I still, mess up as it al unfolds
I weigh sin and i question what i’ve been told
I don’t know how far i’ll make it down this road
I’m just a kid trying to heal my soul (my soul, my soul, my soul)
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From the album:
30 Days [Explicit]
Release Year: 2021