justicexavier – THAT’S ALL I GOT

justicexavier THAT'S ALL I GOT

justicexavier – THAT’S ALL I GOT Lyrics

Artist: justicexavier
Song: THAT’S ALL I GOT

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Your friends ain’t your friends unless they get something out of you

Your parents ain’t supportive if they keep f#ckin’ doubtin’ you
The depression ain’t disappear if your thoughts keep crowdin’ you
Your tears don’t mean sh#t if your own man just keep on downin’ you
I know you sad as f#ck and you just keep it deep down in you

I do the same sh#t, as a man, that’s all i’m allowed to do
It’s hard to be happy when all the sad sh#t is cloudin’ you
Sometimes it would be nice to f#ckin’ hear a “i’m proud of you”
You can’t stomach this shit? don’t listen, maybe it’s too loud for you

Life hasn’t been stress-free since the days of my proudful youth
I know my momma tried her best to keep me from feelin’ down
But i haven’t been f#ckin’ happy since the day i came out of you
I don’t eat anymore

My self esteem is too low
My egos in the floor
My confidence packed it’s bag and left the key at the door
Changed it’s lock on the pad

Lately i just been mad
I’m f#ckin’ mad at myself
I let myself go and now i’m f#ckin’ mad at my health
Relationship anxiety, i f#ckin’ damage myself

How can i manage love when i can’t even manage myself?
My woman’s heaven sent, and i was branded in hell
I hope nobody out there ever f#cking feels what i felt
Those days when sh#t get real and you can’t f#ckin’ handle yourself

Haven’t showered for days, and you can’t f#ckin’ handle your smell
Haven’t spoken for weeks, and you can’t f#ckin’ handle your yell
No one come to my crib, i can’t f#ckin’ handle my bell
My phone is on dnd, i’d rather just hang with myself

Do anything in my will to stop me from hangin’ myself
Nothing about this isn’t normal, i’m just a man in his shell
I’m in the darkest {?} still
And life really start to hit, when sh#t start to get real

It really makes me wish that i popped those f#ckin’ pills
It makes me wish i jumped when i wanted to feel the thrill
I hope i say some stupid sh#t one day to get my #ss killed
I hope my girl don’t ever leave me, that’s gon’ be my last for real

I’ve had friends who brought me up and left me in the past still
Neglecting my health not knowing i was that ill
Neglecting my health not knowing i was that ill
Whatever

Whatever
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Release Year: 2022