J.O.B. – November 29th

J.O.B. – November 29th Lyrics

Artist: J.O.B.
Song: November 29th

Can’t believe it’s been a year now
Since you’re gone
But i jsut l keep on living like nothings wrong
The days are moving further

And life goes on
So imma keep on pushing
And holding on
The funny thing about this

Is when i’m asked about you
I never like to say it
I never can admit it
Not sure if it’s denial but

I dont want your pity
So imma just say you’re doing fine and sitting pretty
I know that’s not too healthy
But i knew this day would come

That’s why i dissed your calls
And kept my feelings numb
We had a lot of memories
But that’s when i was young

To cope with my emotions is why i wrote this song
I know you always loved me
And i always loved you too
You pushed mе out at 19

And my dad was 22
The truth about you guys is
You where childrеn too
I would have made the same mistakes if i was in your shoes

Luckily my daddy was working
And made responsible decisions
While you were smoking and drinking
Which led to y’all division

I can’t even blame you cause you made your bed
Now rest in it
There’s no hard feelings at all cause i love you
When, always dead

I really wish i understood the reasons i don’t cry
I really need to understand you left without goodbye
I really wish i understood that there’ll be no more calls
I really need to understand and just look down the walls

I really hope there’s one day i can feel it on the coupe
I really wish for someday there’s a glistening of hope
Or maybe many people grief at different speeds
And if i’m not crying yeah

That’s just what i need
I really wish i knew you more
I wish i heard more stories
I can’t believe you passed away so early in your forties

I feel like a part of me is missing and at the same time its not
I feel like somehow i need you
Also my dad is my rock
I mean like i got my grandma

I got my aunts and my uncle
And they all help to take care of me
So i never really struggled
They spoiled me and loved me unconditionally

So i felt guilty when i wouldn’t but you were missing me
So everytime you try to see me
I’m like, “mom i’m too busy”
And everytime you called me i was working or lazy

And you were always understanding like, “it’s ok baby
I hope you’re doing well and when you’re free just come see me”
It’s so unfortunate and sad
We never gotten the chance

Because november 29th
You took your last glance
I got the call you overdosed at 9pm after work
My sister called my up crying and i expected the worst

I really wish i understood the reasons i don’t cry
I really need to understand you left without goodbye
I really wish i understood that there’ll be no more calls
I really need to understand and just look down the walls

I really hope there’s one day i can feel it on the coupe
I really wish for someday there’s a glistening of hope
Or maybe many people grief at different speeds
And if i’m not crying yeah

That’s just what i need
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From the album:
November 29th
Release Year: 2021