Insanity Bars – My Life Lyrics
Artist: Insanity Bars
Song: My Life
Hidden who i really was
Beat me up and call me dumb
Scream up at my face that i was gay and leave me bruised
I was too young to get it
Flipped off i’m pissed off i even slit my wrist off
Scars on my body
Never seen what i was goin through
Ain’t nobody helpin me
I’m screaming at the gods like
Why ain’t no one helping me?
All i wanted was a simple life this wasn’t spose to be
A year ago i lost my bestfriend that was close to me
Heart hurtin
Chest burstin
Inside of my body feels like its burnin
Devil in my soul i keep turnin
Nevеr open up to people causе i’m feelin like a burden
Never talk about my dad cause i hate it
Anxiety attackin me and doctors only gave me medication
Which made my #ss so numb i couldn’t take it
Cause all i did was feel down
Grab liquor swallow pills down
And they dont understand what i’m feelin i’m scared of death
But i keep searchin for it
It’s like the more my adrenaline pumping i keep runnin
And when it starts to fade that’s when the drugs come in
A year ago i got f#cked up i drugged up my stomach
Therapist told me that heartbreaks can make a single soul crazy
Got me feelin like a junior slim shady
So i’m cryin out for help but they dont ever once save me
I never really meant to hurt you
Trust is a scary virtue
I gave you everything and all you did was burn me
Turn me into somethin i ain’t ever seen
Still to this day i be struggling to sleep
Then they ask me why i’m takin night walks
Cause maybe i’m prayin they turn my lights off
I’m sorry but you wanted in my thoughts
I never open up and i’m sorry for showing nothin
But music is the only thing that speaks to me
I feel like if i tell you that i’m sad it seems weak to me
And even just to get the nerve to tell you it takes weeks for me
Crying
I could feel the poison in my veins
No i’m not okay
Although you think i am because its always what i say
I just been so numb it feels like nothings real
I just been so empty i can’t f#ckin feel
But i can feel my body start to fade my heart is cold from all these f#ckin pills
I get them inject them in them to pin them my hand gripping
I can’t feel
Drink another bottle i just cannot stop
Friend laid out on blacktop by a damn cop
I blacked out from a drop
Use to put my faith in god
Running like my pops
Timeout
Please i need a time out
Dont know where i’m going need to find out
I found
Nothing inside of me
Besides all the anxiety
Brain cocked say goodbye to me
See i needed you
“i know”
No you didn’t b#tch i needed you
I was sitting in my room cryin
Money in my life only really caused violence
Pissed off
I can feel your lips still i’m bouta cut my lips off
I done tried every drug on the self
Trust me when i say this cause it never really helped
All i really did was just poison my self
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From the album:
Chapter One [Explicit]
Release Year: 2021