Ethan Jewell – Why am i not better

Ethan Jewell – Why am i not better Lyrics

Artist: Ethan Jewell
Song: Why am i not better

How long will this crying alone in my room be artsy?
Because eventually, I’ll drown in my tears
And my friends will get tired of the same words spoken with my lying tongue and I’ll be left behind
How long until all of this gets old and I’m actually ready to die?

And not just saying it to waste the time
Why am I not better yet?
It’s been so many years, so many tears
And I’m forgetting how to sleep

And I’m forgetting how to eat
Don’t post positive quotes
That doesn’t help me
I’m severеly ill and you’re not helping

My mind is twisted and you’rе not helping
My body is bleeding and you’re not helping
Because this illness isn’t cute
It’s not for writing beautiful poetry

It’s not for singing pretty chords
It’s not for you to be there for me, it’s not for me to be understood
This isn’t helping
None of this is helping

None of this is helping
Why am I not better yet?
It’s been so many years, so many tears
And I’m forgetting how to sleep

And I’m forgetting how to eat
Why am I not better yet?
Why am I not better yet?
Because the clock is ticking fast

And I know that I’ll be gone soon
But it’s hard to look forward to tomorrow when all of the days are the same
Maybe if I take cold showers it’ll help my brain
If I go on walks, meditate I should feel relief

But nothing helps
I’ll wake up, world of grey, lost ambitionless, empty wandering, hopeless
Another day, losing sleep, losing focus, losing friends, is this the end?
Why am I not better yet?
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Release Year: 2020