DilemmaOnTheBeat – 13 Reasons Why

DilemmaOnTheBeat – 13 Reasons Why Lyrics

Artist: DilemmaOnTheBeat
Song: 13 Reasons Why

This is my 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 reasons why i don’t wanna live
13 reasons i don’t wanna be alive
Y’all had 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 times to try to catch my vibe
13 times to try to keep me alive

I ain’t have a clay jensen kinda friend, a person that would kill to wanna see me win
All i had was a justin and a zach and a bryce, wanna see sip and then head for the sky
Y’all think i’m trippin like hannah baker with a different plot
The sh#t i survived would make a grown and old n#gg# cry

The type of things that would make you wanna go kill a lot
But i keep it pushing, imma soldier, ain’t no time to cry/so wipe your eyes
I never show emotion, i don’t talk a lot
A few that i can trust would be the ones that got my back

Way too many wombs for those that sliced the sh#t out my back
But thanks to all of them, i got a lil stronger and i hustle a little longer but i try to move in silence
Ain’t nobody really clapping for me, let’s be honest
Going solo dolo, i just wanna grind smarter

Y’all can try to outwork me but you can’t
Can i tell a quick story
Used to save so many people,healed hella lives
But ain’t nobody do it for me, used to live a lie

I tell my momma that i’m staying at my homie house
But ended up on the streets, i don’t regret
Anything i did
Used to jump off of buildings, tried to feel

The happiness that everybody really lived
Been sad since day one
Pops was a rolling stone, we had to move home
Still hate you for that

Heart been broke so many times, i don’t feel sh#t
Slit a knife across some of my skin
I ain’t feel it
Watching the blood slide down to my hand, watch it drip drip

Then a put a gun up to my head, pull the trig trig
Russian roulette
Grand pops called it quit quit
Millz died in a hospital bed, i was sick sick

Crystal wanted to live out her life, it was sh#t sh#t
Kuz god called her back up to heaven, i had lost it
I’m losing my mind
While i’m popping all these pills

Take dark to the head
Any time i’m in my feels
See i was depressed
And ain’t nobody ever know it

Only the strong survive
So i never really showed it
Growing up mama
I’m sorry that i made you cry

My grandmother only had thoughts
That i would grow and die
I hate my father for leaving us
Never came around

It left my childhood in the dirt
And i can’t get it back
Grew up early
I swear i was the man of the house

My grandfather died on my birthday
I won’t let him down
I promised i’ll make it
No matter what i gotta do

I got my hustle from the struggle
Ma know i got you
Appreciate everything for me
That you do

I was depressed and i still am
Worrying bout my next move
I’m always mad and start to argue
And i act a fool

Maybe the devil’s back to work
I don’t know what to do
They killing blacks
And the only thing my fam can do

Is get together on the phone
And pray for all the news
We try to bring each other joy
But sometimes it don’t work

We went from 40 heads to 12
Our joy is in the dirt
Our kind retaliate
They starting to call us some thugs

Then once the riots started
All of us were on the run
If i see lights flash in my rearview
My heart starts to pound

Because i don’t wanna end up on a shirt
That’s for sale
They robbin’, they lootin’, they killing’, they untruthful
They never convicting cops, but they tell us we can’t shoot em

Black on black murder, is all part of they rules
The n#gg#s is killing n#gg#s
So bump it, lets also shoot em
Resisting arrest, starting protest, causing a mess

I love my kind because we got s’s on our chest
Rest in peace to eric gardner, mike brown, trayvon martin
George floyd, breonna taylor, alton sterling, sandra bland
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Release Year: 2018