Dende - I Cried Lyrics

Dende – I Cried Lyrics

Artist: Dende
Song: I Cried

Sometimes i cry
When i just can’t seem to Find
A distraction from my mind
Man some hills ain’t meant to climb

I dont like
That sometime i cry
When i just can’t seem to find
A distraction from my life

Man some wars you just can’t fight
I dont like
That sometimes I
Get a little

Bit ahead of myself
Boy thought i was
Winnin but i
Hadnt started im still

Stuck right at the startin line
While they wishin me well
I might as well be throwin my life savings in a wishing well im well aware they love me like they family everybody favorite cousin
But its hard to take the love in whеn reciprocation doesnt happen for yoursеlf

Demons been tellin me that im useless since when I was 12
12 years a slave to the pressure pessimistic happy male
Self hatred come in waves and i can’t fight it
Writin songs to find distraction been my copin mechanism for longest when i write its like im midas im a titan

But When lone wit all my thoughts i wanna ball up in the tightest f#ckin ball
Tried to run before i crawl
Protect my energy dont answer when you call
Seclude myself dont wanna talk

Cause
Sometimes i cry
When i just can’t seem to Find
A distraction from my mind

Man some hills ain’t meant to climb
I dont like
That sometime i cry
When i just can’t seem to find

A distraction from my life
Man some wars you just can’t fight
I dont like
That sometimes I

Lose my cool before I find myself
I had to take a few steps back for i self destructed and boy it helped
Been locked inside my mind so long that covid was nun new its just an excuse to be elusive to the people that get used to suckin out all my aura
But the tradeoff is im stuck wit all my thoughts and thats a horror story waitin to happen my demon hates me and its for a good reason sometimes i reminisce on times when writin songs would follow bleedin man i hated me couldn’t care bout you

I know the reason but its no excuse
Just picture bein in my shoes
A black boy bi but couldn’t face the truth
I numbed the pain wit liquor, dank, start poppin pills when tolerance was through

Abomination i ain’t need no proof
Daddy a preacher so my mind was swayed before i grew
Into a man with my own thoughts a sinll win a trip to hell so i ain’t tell even myself but deep down boy i knew
And sometimes i cried
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