CvonS – DISCONNECTED Lyrics
Artist: CvonS
Song: DISCONNECTED
Can we learn forgiveness for the balance we’ve been missing
I pray that you will listen to me and i
Just wanna leave a message that shows that i regret this
Feeling of being so disconnected
I’m trapped inside this room watching life happen through closed blinds
Peeking through windows tryna let my friends know i’m just fine
But i’m not, you wouldn’t teach me how to deal with adult life
And i’m bad at socializing ’cause i’m stuck with my own mind
You stripped me of my freedom so of course i’mma act out
Don’t pretend you understand me, you should know why i lash out
You play the guilt trip because you know i’mma tap out
Then you claim that i don’t listen (that’s a stone to a glass house)
I hate watching you cry and thinking i could have been better to you
When you’re the root of the issue
And everyone around you’s always gonna be there with you
But where is all my family when there’s a day that i need a tissue
You say i need more medication to keep my mood in control
No, what i need is to be shown how to get through it alone
But you won’t let me go to church, where’s the food for my soul?
This room is a hole, your methods got my losing my hope, you see me?
Can we learn forgiveness for the balance we’ve been missing
I pray that you will listen to me and i
Just wanna leave a message that shows that i regret this
Feeling of being so disconnected
You say that i’ve been a hooligan, finding more rules to bend, making you look like a
Fool of a parent, well there you go making things all about you again, anxiety brews within
How can you not tell what it’s rooted in, pills ain’t working
You only severed the stem, sorry if i’m being rude again
See that’s why i use this music to cope with problems but you say i’m obsessed
But i assure you that is how i make sure they get addressed properly
You oughtta give me some room to improve, outside this room
To get screws tightened and learn to improve myself
I don’t need more therapy, i need someone to care for me
I don’t need another routine to follow, i just need good parenting
But i’m never in the right, you always think about everything i could have done different
But the good you don’t ever see
I love you, mom, you birthed me, maybe i just don’t get it
I never thought that you could be someone i hardly could get with
I hope that one day we can find that middle ground we’ve been lacking
And find out why those five years were spent trapped in there, i’m sorry
Can we learn forgiveness for the balance we’ve been missing
I pray that you will listen to me and i
Just wanna leave a message that shows that i regret this
Feeling of being so disconnected
It’s been a couple years, but a part of me’s still left in that room
I talk to god so maybe i could find forgiveness for you
’cause if i’m honest, you were not the only one in the wrong
To find the fault in my response should not have taken this long
The pride in both of us, we just need to learn to accept it
The things we don’t discuss, maybe we should try and address it
Maybe now it’s time to set aside this beef with each other
’cause in the end, i’m your son and you’re still my mother
I love you
Can we learn forgiveness for the balance we’ve been missing
I pray that you will listen to me and i
Just wanna leave a message that shows that i regret this
Feeling of being so disconnected
Look, i try not to point too much blame on anyone
But you know, it’s, it’s, sometimes it’s hard to reconcile
And to put my own pride aside
And i know it’s hard for you too
But maybe we could make this work
I love you, mom
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From the album:
HIGH SPIRITS
Release Year: 2021
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