Christian Ramos – Composure

Christian Ramos – Composure Lyrics

Artist: Christian Ramos
Song: Composure

Yo, yo, yo, yo
If i told you my story you’d probably laugh at me
I been pushed to the side more times than a bad habit
Since i was younger i couldn’t bring myself up to speak

So i sat back and acted like the sh#t ain’t bother me
But deep inside in my heart and my soul
I couldn’t stand it, couldn’t bear it man i felt so alone
I was a shy kid, all i wanted was to be seen

By somebody, anybody, that was my only dream
I know it sounds pathetic but put yourself in my shoes
Crying out for attention but no one notices you
And the only time they look for you is so they could vent

Then expect you to comfort them and console ’em and sh#t
But they would nеver notice deep down, i feel like i’m dying
All thе time that i spent in my room, all alone crying
Pick myself up, i gotta keep it together

If i don’t weather the storm, who’s gonna storm the weather
Sometimes it feels like i’m holding the whole world on my shoulders
And if i let it go then the whole world will be over
Everyone’s counting on me to keep up this persona

But if i’m pushed any further i may lose my composure
Look
I been called a pushover so many days
I began to answer to the sh#t like it was my name

But understand, in my mind if i spoke i would change
The dynamics of the friendships i worked so hard to gain
So i’d avoid confrontation
For fear of the mayhem

I would cause if my jaws start obliterating
Backed up as sh#t
Like c#m in a dick
The way that would spray out who wouldn’t get hit

So i keep it inside and my heart starts racing
But to everyone else i just come off patient
In reality my soul’s living in hell
Inside the cell of my mind, no one can ever find

Is it too late to change?
Am i just stuck in my ways?
Feel like i buried myself under a world of pain
I’m responsible for the feelings i’m holding below

I just hope i don’t cause chaos if i bring them afloat
Sometimes it feels like i’m holding the whole world on my shoulders
And if i let it go then the whole world will be over
Everyone’s counting on me to keep up this persona

But if i’m pushed any further i may lose my composure
All the pain it’s causing me
To keep inside my energy
Took me way too long to see

But it’s time to face reality
All the people that i hurt
Understand that this ain’t personal
Please accept my apology

But it’s time for me to live for me
Sometimes it feels like i’m holding the whole world on my shoulders
And if i let it go then the whole world will be over
Everyone’s counting on me to keep up this persona

But if i’m pushed any further i may lose my composure
Sometimes it feels like i’m
All the pain it’s causing me
Holding the whole world on my shoulders

To keep inside my energy
And if i let it go then the
Took me way too long to see
Whole world will be over

But it’s time to face reality
Everyone’s counting on me
All the people that i hurt
To keep up this persona

Understand that this ain’t personal
But if i’m pushed any further
Please accept my apology
I may lose my composure

But it’s time for me to live for me
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From the album:
Así Es Mi Vida [Explicit]
Release Year: 2020