Blood Girl – Hurting Myself

Blood Girl – Hurting Myself Lyrics

Artist: Blood Girl
Song: Hurting Myself

Just because I survived
Doesn’t make me stronger
I don’t feel like a survivor
I feel like Frankenstein’s monster

Artificially alive
With shackles stapled to my ankles
Carrying weights that aren’t mine
With a body torn and tangled

I am still alive just like a cockroach
Hiding underneath your sink
I survived but not on purpose
And what do I have to show for it?

A repertoire of sorry songs
And calloused fingers playing chords
I write and write with no prevail
I have a backpack full of rocks

But all the rocks build up in time
And whilst I know their mine to carry
They were never really mine
I have to bear your heavy burden

Have to bear it and survive
But god I can’t keep pushing rocks up hills
When they keep rolling down
So I’m staying in my dirt hole

Like an ostrich saving face
Leave my tossed out dirty clothes around
Like a makeshift bed
And if I curl up in the corner

To cry until I sleep
That’ll be another question
I’ll avoid and then repeat
Not saving myself for anyone

I’m saving you from me
‘Cus I’m as toxic as a wasteland
And as awful as can be
I’m like candy good in portions

But I’ll carve holes in your teeth
And I’ll smother all your organs
‘Til you grow tired of me
I have a chain that jingle jangles

All the way home to my bed
And if my body’s scarred and mangled
That means I’m making progress
I know moving on will hurt

And holy f#ck it hurts like hell
But god I can’t push rocks up hills without hurting myself
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Release Year: 2021